Sunday, October 4, 2009

Who Inspires You?

You know those people who come into your life and the second you meet them, you just know that you KNOW that you will be friends forever? 

Those people who cause your heart to instantly jump and everything inside you screams, "Pick me!  Pick me! Let's be friends!"

Well, I have been blessed to have that happen to me many times over in my life, but today, I want to tell you about some of them! 

They came into my life at unexpected times, in unexpected ways, and they changed me forever. 

                        ~Laura, Heather, and Saunnie~

Affectionately known as "my girls."  I adore these three people!  I have been taught so much by them.  Anyone who thinks they cannot learn from someone younger than themselves is a sad, ignorant soul! 

These ladies challenge me.  They inspire me.  They believe in me.  They encourage me.  They see things in me that I cannot see; and they tell me I can do the things I dream.  They love me unconditionally, and they care about people...all matter who they are.  They shine and they make a difference.  And I have adopted them...spiritually:)

First, there was Heather.  I met her at the church we were attending.  I instantly enjoyed her...her smile, her intelligence, her quiet, thoughtfulness, yet her strong convictions and willingness to go wherever God would call her. 

When she decided to intern with the leader of the church, we felt moved to offer our home for her to stay in for the summer.  I never would have imagined what this simple act of hospitality would do in my life!

Heather and I are quite different, but we both love people and we enjoy life.  That summer was filled with many happy memories for both of us.  When it was time for Heather to go back to college, my heart broke!  It was silly!  It made no sense!  It wasn't like we were not going to see one another anymore.  But, our hearts were knitted together forever and it just hurt! 
I had to learn to rest in knowing that no matter where we go, nor how many miles seperate us, God has created a bond that will last for eternity and people are our's to enjoy only for seasons.

I got to see Heather yesterday.  It had been a while...far too long for my liking!  She is getting ready to leave for Cambodia.  She is following her God...following her heart.  She is laying her life down so that others my live.

Heather~no words can express to you how much love fills me just thinking of you.  I miss you immensely and my heart is torn.  I want to hold onto you forever, yet I want to see you soar!  My flesh wants to fear for you, but my spirit has peace that even if something were to happen, you would end this life KNOWING you did what you were created to do!  There is nothing more I could hope for you!

I bless you precious girl.  Go with God and make your mark on this world! 

~Until all have heard~

See these six kids? know them. My own three boys and my two nieces and nephew...Hannah, Gracie, and Matthew.  Kids inspire us constantly...well, if we take the time to notice them! 

When the unthinkable struck our family, these three kiddos came to live with us.  This was the summer after Heather was there.  Again, God called us to open our home, reminding us we are blessed to be a blessing...not to horde and be comfortable! 

Did I think I could do it?  Did I think I could mother six children, nurturing them and homeschooling them?  No...not really!  But I did know that God would never call me to do something He wouldn't also equip me to do. 

We heard Tom's sister had been shot while on our first mission trip to Honduras.  In those moments, God had already planted the seed.  We knew they were gonna be with us.  We didn't know how their momma would be convinced of this, nor why in the world God would choose us, but we knew.  There was never a time of questioning.  God moved on our hearts and we walked it out.

Taking care of these six children stretched me more than I have ever been stretched.  But we did it!  We made it!  And it was very, very good.  God's hand was upon us and though we went through many hard the end of the day, when I had helped someone through their anger or their tears one more time, and then cried my own when they couldn't see...I knew peace that passed understanding.

Hannah, Matthew, and Gracie~No day goes by that I don't think of you and wonder how you are doing.  No day goes by that I don't think of the choices that were made that impacted you forever.  No day goes by that I don't commit you to the Father and cast my care for you upon Him.  I could go on for pages about each one of you...about all the things I love about you and see in you.  I pray you know the affection and care Uncle Tom and I feel for you, and know that we are here for anything you ever need.

Garrison, Alexander, and Trey~To know you from babies and watch you grow is the greatest gift, next to salvation, that God has given me.  I have no idea why God would allow me to be your mom, but I am utterly grateful to Him for the chance.  When I was young and dreamed of what my children would be like, never, EVER, did I envision you three!  In truth, I really thought I would have daughters.  But praise God that He knows what we need more than we do!  You have shown me a glimpse of God that I would not have had otherwise.  I want to be a better person because of you.  I can't imagine what our future holds.  I cannot imagine being any prouder of you or loving you more.  Yet, in my heart, I know so much more awaits us.  Thank you for being giving people...for allowing your dad and me to do what we are called to do, other than parent you.  Thank you for supporting us and doing your best to understand.  Thank you for sharing us and for sharing your home with others.

And then there's these two...

Saunnie and Laura were scheduled to move in when Hannah, Grace, and Matt left.  That move got put on hold and for a short time, there were eleven of us living in the house.  Heather, I think, even came back during that time, which put us to twelve.  My mind blurrrrs trying to remember those days!  But for all the chaos, it worked and it was fun most of the time.  It helped us all be a little less selfish...and God provided for all of our needs!

Saunnie....oh Saunnie!  Now there is a character.  Everyone on planet Earth should have the experience of knowing this girl! 

The first time I really remember Saunnie was at a retreat.  I commented on her name and she went into this story about how her mom named her after a friend who had died.  She finally started laughing and admitted to her joke!  I was smitten from that moment.  Completely and totally in love!

We are so different, yet so alike it is hard to explain.  Kindred spirits, bonded together in no way that I am bonded with another human being.  Our story is unbelievable really, and we have just about given up trying to explain it. 

We have grown so much together.  We drive each other crazy, yet there are times we are the only one the other can talk to.  It's wierd...but it's a God thang!  He indeed uses the foolish things of this world to confound the wise!

Saunnie~Thank you for making my life bright...for all the hilarious laughter and for being so real you leave me speechless.  You challenge me to think in ways few others can!  You are truly one of the strongest women I have ever met.  If there is any woman who I had to pick to "do it all," you, my dear, would be the one!  Your drive inspires me.  Your maturity astounds me.  And though some people have misjudged you, I know the real you...and your confidence in God through you, teaches me.  Stay focused on who you are and Whose you are because, girl, you are gonna move mountains!

And my Laura~my dear, sweet one, sent to me from the Lord!  When I needed help, God sent you.  You think this relationship is meant to bless you, but will you ever see the blessing you are to me?  I will never forget that scared, hurting soul that stood before me, averting her eyes and barely able to speak.  I will never forget watching you through that meeting, nor the days that followed and how God orchestrated, step-by-step, the breaking down of walls.

You hold within you a compassion, kindness, and thoughtfulness few people have.  I long for the day when you are completely set free and see yourself the way God sees you! 

Your loving way with children is amazing.  I have met few people that make kids feel as comfortable as you do.  It is a gift, not to be taken lightly...and truly has everything to do with the desire and passion in your heart.

I want to cuddle you up and protect you...not because you cannot handle life, but because I don't want one more person to make you feel like you can't!  I don't want you to experience any more wounds!  But that isn't possible.

So for what life is and what we have to walk through, I am so thankful to have you and to be able to be there for you.  Our talks have gotten fewer and further between, but they are the real deal...raw and uncensored.  We don't always find the answer, but we sure grow closer trying.  Thank you for always caring about me and going out of your way to make sure I am okay.  It means a lot...more than I can say.

One day soon, when all of the junk gets stripped away and your vision becomes clear, I know with all my heart that you will take the asignment God has given you and do it with excellence!

I love you all, and I want nothing but God's very best for you. 

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